John Hurt RIP..and Thank you..so much..

Another celebrity has died...John Hurt...A very talented Actor who had played a lot of different roles across his career...
My particular favourites of his were Mr Olivander from Harry potter


and The dragon Kilgharrah from the TV series of Merlin..

...He played many other roles including Elephant man..though many I am not aware of as I am too young to remember them..
..RIP ;w;..
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I want to thank everyone who commented on my previous journal and your kind words ..I'm sorry if I sounded pretty harsh in it, but I meant what I said....I am really busy most of the time..

I'm also sorry for the recent depressive and ranty updates..
I've been pretty emotional and unbelievably stressed for the last few weeks..My moods have been so extreme....I've been feeling so angry and depressed ..Yes, I have had a lot of things to worry about relating to uni though I think the main issue is my epilepsy medication..I'm still having weird symptoms....
I have never felt this bad mentally or emotionally in my life..ever. I'm starting to feel a little better though ...I know now, however I will not be able to complete my Database work how I would have liked to but I have been fighting with myself and have had to accept that it isn't going to be amazing(it has like a thousand errors..)..and therefore is probably the module I will receive lower marks in..Thankfully I am allowed an extension for it and my lecturer knows I haven't just been messing around...I do also receive marks for trying..so hopefully they will pay off.....I am not a technically talented person..Most of the things I can do that are hands on were taught..The only reason I can do HTML/CSS code is because I spent a lot of time during the holidays of the first year of my HND teaching myself it..
I am a perfectionist by nature...*sighs* I know no one is perfect but it really gets to me when I struggle or can't do stuff or stuff isn't, by my own personal standards, perfect..This video does really help remind me that despite anything I do, it won't be perfect..and that isn't a bad thing<---yes I know Mayuri is insane most of the time XD  but this scene is what made me like his character...
....I'm still not sure what I want to do with my life considering most of my technical skills are crap..but hopefully one day I'll discover my path...that sounded strangely deep ..
...Honestly though I'm sorry for worrying everyone..