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Tue Jan 24, 2017, 10:51 AM
  • Listening to: John Shuttleworth songs XD +RWBY stuff
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: A random array of food
  • Drinking: Tea
Warning. This is quite a ranty journal.

Hi guys..I honestly still feel really depressed so I may not be fast to respond to messages or be online..You may find that there may be a vast amount of drawings uploaded and then a break and then loads and then a break...
I am also sorry to anyone who follows my group :iconashsinfernapefans: about how inactive I am there...I noticed some people have left it..To be fair I am so bad at managing the group along with my life..so I don't blame them..I've lost so much confidence in myself and my abilities, I don't know if I should close it..

I also keep losing followers on Instagram..but maybe that's because I haven't followed some people back..Idk why that is..if people don't like my posts then that's up to them..if they unfollow me because I don't follow them...well it's up to me who I follow..I don't see why that's a problem.
Also if anyone thinks I would actually be able to meet up with them, well at the moment that is totally impossible as I am bombarded with demands and work for uni and have been constantly emotionally overwhelmed so there's no way I would be able to. Even when I am off, I am busy with stuff, so please don't keep asking me..You may be thinking, well you have time to draw, you should have time to meet up.
I don't. Okay. I only just get time to draw and go on my sites between small breaks between work I have to do. So please don't continuously keep messaging me about it. It makes me even more stressed. It also frustrates me when I am spammed with messages twice or more, so please don't do that..I will answer my messages when I can.

Also thank you to those who have supported me via favs, watches, llamas and kind comments on my works, journals and status updates..Your words mean a lot, even if I don't reply instantly to messages..

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:iconkoikii:
Koikii Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<3 If you need to chat, you can always message me ^u^

You're my #1 rant buddy after all :la:
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2017  Student General Artist
^^ Thanks Ame-chan, I appreciate that a lot  :la: aw..and you're mine :huggle:
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fireman5 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017
Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Next time I see you I give you a hug;) (Wink) ;) (Wink) 
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
Thanks :huggle:
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fireman5 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
:) (Smile) :) (Smile) :) (Smile) Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Huggle! Huggle! Huggle! Huggle! 
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Aranda15 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Oh man! Don't worry!
You have us as your fans who supports you!
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:huggle: Thank you..that's very true..I love how d.a.'s community is so supportive..I am so lucky to have so many wonderful watchers here..including yourself :hug: :)
I'm sorry if my status updates lately have been so depressing..
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Aranda15 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Yup.

Don't worry about it. I have the depression. It never cured in years.
So... im doing to try do my best.
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
Thanks for understanding..I just think I'm like this because of my epilepsy medication and that I've got a lot to think about atm..I'm sorry to hear about your struggle with depression..I really admire you for continuing to do your best despite it :huggle:
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Aranda15 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student Digital Artist
No problem.

Thanks. But drawing makes me feel so calm or better whenever i gets depressed.
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
no problem :) That's great :3..Drawing is very therapeutic
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donnatron Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
<3
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:huggle: Thanks Donna
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8bitisawesome Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017
*wraps you in a big big big hug* Do what you feel is best and need to do.
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:huggle:..Thanks..I don't know what is best atm...I'm just so depressed..I've never been this bad in my life..
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8bitisawesome Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
It sucks when things are overwhelming and confusing. :hug: WEll we're always willing to listen and help if possible. :glomp:
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:iconfran48:
Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
yeah :huggle:..Thanks..
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8bitisawesome Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
Always welcome. :)
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AlexMinazukiBC6 Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017
I'm always here for you
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:iconfran48:
Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:huggle: Thanks..That means an awful lot ..I'm pretty lost and depressed at the moment but I'm glad I have friends like you :)
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AlexMinazukiBC6 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
It's no problem Fran, it is the same thing too
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:iconfran48:
Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:hug:
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AlexMinazukiBC6 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
I'm glad to have you as an friend
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:iconfran48:
Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
aw thank you :huggle: ^^ It may just be me but I think we became even better friends after sunnycon :)
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AlexMinazukiBC6 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017
Yeah, i agree
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:iconfran48:
Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
^_^
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Anime--Bunny Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
no problem fran-chan and  why did people leave the the group?
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Fran48 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Student General Artist
:hug:..Probably because I and no one else has posted anything there in ages, plus Ash's infernape is quite a specific interest so not a lot of people know about it/ are interested in it
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Anime--Bunny Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
I understand fran-chan
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